Get out -Sasuke-

[suki]

Suki had to do her own research, and there it was: The Uchiha Complex. It shocked Suki that a powerful clan could be killed off so easily, of course she was only a young chunnin during that time and her sister was only eight during that time as well. It saddened her to think of it as she past by all of the empty and distroyed buildings. It made her shiver, wondering how it would be like to see her clan area this empty.

Of course Sasuke has to feel worse. She thought, scanning the area, going in and out of different areas. Suki then sensed that someone else was here. But who else would be here? She thought now starting to run where the chakra was being thrown out of. She then stopped, her brown eyes widening up to see him.

To her it could be normal to be there, she always tried to visit Yuu's grave, but then that tends too emotional for her.

[sasu]

"Wish..that I could bring you back"

Sasuke had started feeling empty lately. He knew he couldn't show emotion though. Emotion was a weakness. One he wasn't going to let anyone see. That was why he always hid himself from others when he felt this way. That baka, Naruto, would be all over him if he ever saw him in any kind of emotional pain. Sasuke came to his home often.. way to often for anyone like him. Whenever he passed through here he would see them. See all of them. Everyone he once loved and held dear to himself.

It took everything in Sasuke's being not to cry the moment he stepped here. The only thing keeping him from doing it was the other emotion that struck him instantly. Hatred. A never-ending, burning passion that raged in his body after seeing his clan's death. Itachi. He had destroyed his entire family and he hadn't CARED! He hadn't even blinked, all for power, as he had said himself. The mere thought of doing such horrible things for that tiny little reason made him want to destroy something. Sasuke hit a wall nearby.

The only thing he got in return was a sharp pain that shot up his hand. Sasuke winced a bit. He liked the pain though. It made him feel better. It made him realize that the road ahead would be filled with pain if he ever wanted to get strong enough to destroy Itachi. He would destroy him too. No matter what happened. He WOULD destroy the bastard that was his brother. That was the reason Sasuke existed now. To destroy him and restore his clan.

Sasuke let his arm drop from where he had hit the wall. He knew that he had fractured something in his hand but he didn't care. He would probably let it stay like that till someone yelled at him about it. (Mainly Kakashi, or Sakura, since Naruto is too much of an idiot to notice.) Sasuke turned toward the small training grounds he used to use. Then the small dock that ran over the small lake near his own house. Or rather, his once house. Sasuke walked to it numbly. So many memories where here.

Then of his own defeat and emotions. Sasuke stopped at the water's edge. He stared at his reflection for only a moment. Then using both his injured and normal hand he formed particular signs that were old for him now. Then in his mind he shouted. Fire Style: Fireball Jutsu! As he held his hand up to his mouth a rush of fire shot out and formed a huge ball over the river. He could hear it boil at the surface from the intense heat sasuke was putting off. He hadn't held it for very long before he simply let it go.

He didn't even notice the Jonin who was there. The Uchiha, was not really there at the moment. His mind was other places. Torn between hate, fear, and ultimate sadness that was what the uchiha dealt with on a daily basis. He kept most of it in, but all the Uchiha knew how to do anymore was block people out and push them away. He didn't want to be close to anyone ever again. He was afraid... afraid to lose to much again. Slowly Sasuke sank to his knees and sat on the edge of the dock like he used to all those years ago. Memories flooding into his mind at once.

[suki]

She stood there silently for a few minutes, but after awhile a small vain popped out. And he told me about not looking at him. Suki sighed silently, letting it all go, feeling better she did that. She start to walk up to Sasuki, looking over at the water edge, near her own element, she saw that it was slightly boiling up, a small frown came across her face.

“You know, sometimes it’s not good to keep it all in.” She said almost in a small voice, hoping to make her presents noticed that way. She stopped next to him, looking at him intensely, that made her uncomfortable, like she was her father scolding one of his kids. “I have my own pains that I keep inside, so you don’t truly have to take my word.” She shrugged, feeling slightly stupid at her comment, all she wanted to do was making other feel better, not the way how she had felt only a year ago. The fresh wound on heart hurt.

I miss you Yuu, please bring me the words I need to help him. She thought to herself, almost feeling something. Suki looked away for a moment and blinked slowly but then looked back down at him. “I was chunnin when the massacre happened.” She said with some tense to her words.

[sasu]

"Why, DOES EVERY GIRL STALK ME?!"

Sasuke had known of her presence the moment she had stepped on the peer. He glanced back in her direction without being spotted before looking back at the water. The moment before she got close Sasuke bottled all his emotion's away instantly. He scoffed as she talked to him. "You know, sometimes its not good being a stalker." he said in a sarcastic sing song voice trying to match Suki's own. "Besides.. you shouldn't even be here." he said. He didn't even care how she was looking at him.

He sighed and stood up solitary moment of peace gone. "Don't you have someone else you can bother? Cause ...I honestly don't care what happened in YOUR past. " he said. Truthfully the Uchiha didn't but at least he was telling her the truth right? Not that it would help telling the truth to someone like Suki who would probably blow a gasket. Sasuke sighed. There are to many girls like Sakura, all talk ...no action.. unless she is mad at Naruto.. Sasuke shook the thought from his head.

Sasuke looked at her when he realized she was TRYING, desperately failing, but TRYING to make him feel better. "I don't need your sympathetic words. And I don't need some Jonin following me around like a little lost puppy." he said angrily. He jumped up and started to walk away. "You realize NO ONE is supposed to be here, right? I don't see you having anything to do with my clan.. so you shouldn't be here. GET OUT." he said. He was done with this. He hated sympathy from others. It made him feel weak.

"A chuunin, huh? What could you possibly understand? A bad past losing one life, your lover right? What does that count.. versus losing my entire family? Huh? So the next time you bother me about this sympathy crap.. make sure you have real words to back it up." he said before disappearing into the shadows of his clan territory.

[suki]

Suki’s face went completely straight, apparently around him it didn’t matter how she acted. She listened to him, saying that shouldn’t and wasn’t supposed to be there. She then raised a brow when Sasuke asked if she had someone else to bother and how he didn’t care about her past. Inside she saw herself punching the boys face in, that made her feel slightly better, but she wished she could really do. Oh, he did not just called me a lost puppy. Suki glared hard, knowing that if he wanted to play this game, he was getting it. She then narrowed her brows more after he said she didn’t have anything about his clan, suddenly starting to walk away.

“I was a chunnin.” She frowned, stressing the was, hard watching him get more away. She then heard him talk about the difference between losing her lover and an entire family. That was her last straw, her blood boiled that he didn’t know what was going to happen to her in the next year.
“You little brat, you are weak!” She yelled, shivering hard with anger, “He was my helper! He understood what was going to happen to me!” Suki looked down, her fist shaking, “I am about to lose my entire family. I’m about to be shunned, like I’ve never EXISTED! I’ll lose everything that I’ve had!” Suki thought about it, her father and mother never looking at her ever again, meeting her sister and brother somewhere on the streets of Konoha, Jun’s eyes tearing up, knowing that she has to do the right thing and dragging her little brother away, who would be yelling out wanting to just talk to his big sister.

Suki looked up to see the Sasuke had disappeared somewhere else, her shone with great anger and sadness. You think you’re all alone. She closed her eyes in thought, Soon, I might be too. She looked up to the bright, blue sky, a little bird flew by, singing it’s song.

[sasu]

"What... is this feeling? Is it...no, it can't be"

Sasuke wasn't far away. He could hear everything and was within seeing distance of the girl. Hidden in a tree, near his old house he watched the girl. He felt something, wasn't sure what it was but he felt something about her. He had a blank face on as he listened to her words. Then the smallest of smiles appeared on his face as she called him weak. She didn't know anything about being weak. He, knew weak. Sasuke never admitted it to anyone or anything. He had been that weak little kid. He still was.

The Raven clenched his fist as the thoughts rushed through his mind. His past, coming home and finding what he had found that night. Everyone dead, everyone bleeding. His mother and father in the hall of his house. Then the worst of it all. His brother, standing there with a look on his face like he didn't care at all. Sasuke had been attacked himself. He had ran. That was what killed the raven. HE HAD RUN! He had been such a coward after seeing who had destroyed his family, no his very LIFE, he had run.

Sasuke shook only slightly as he jumped down from his hiding place. He was probably only a few feet from her. "To feel as if you don't exist? To be weak." he said. Sasuke's hair at the moment covered his face so she could not see his eyes. "When you lose everything that means something to you. That is when you truly understand what it means to be alone." he said. He looked at her moving his hair out of his face.

The raven looked in her eyes. "I know what weakness is. I am not the one that is showing it right now. I have a long road ahead of myself that is faced with challenges to become stronger. Right now, yes.. I am not weak. I will become strong because I am an avenger. The weak that you are speaking of is you.. I have faced my own weakness and overcome it by GOING ON! I'm fighting for my strength. And I will complete my goals. You... are acting weak. By crying and yelling at others who act how you feel. I HAVE THE COURAGE TO GO ON! The question is, do you have the courage too?" he said.

This was not like the raven. This Jonin, had sparked something in him though. Something that was coming to a boil in Sasuke's heart. She was like him in some ways, perhaps that was the reason the Uchiha felt like he should help her. Or perhaps, it was because .. Sasuke... even he.. didn't want to see someone end up like him.

[suki]

“Tch.” Her brown eyes showed the numbness she had shown the family of the dead Yuu, “An avenger?” she tilted her head to the left, most of her hair went over her shoulder, hiding it, “What are you going to do when you’re done?” Suki was quiet for a moment, thinking on her words of him ‘being able to move on and being an avenger.’ She shook her head and laughed bitterly. “If you had moved on, you would be taking this and helping other.” She looked up to the sky, then thinking on his question.

I could move on. Suki's dark eyes froze on his face for a quick moments. "Of course. I was acting childish." She sighed, knowing he had to be going through worse. "It was wrong and I apologize." Suki remembered when she had gotten mad at her father a few months after it seemed she was better and talked about Yuu and her mission. Oh, how she had gotten mad at him. But for the boy in front of her, he never had that kind of experience.